Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Friday, June 28, 2013

The Flower

"Without being shaken up, where is the flower that blooms?
In this world, even the beautiful flower, blooms because it got shaken up
While it is shaken up, the stem becomes straightened
Without being shaken up, where is the love that is possible?
A flower without getting rained on, where is it?
In this world, even the most beautiful flower, has been rained on, and rained on, and bloomed
Getting wet from the rain and wind, the flower blooms warmly
A life without getting rained on, where is it?"
-Teacher Jung from School 2013

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

syukur tiada henti


subhanallah, Allah memang selalu memberikan yang terbaik untuk umat-Nya. kalimat hamdalah tidak cukup menggambarkan kebahagiaanku :''
then I presented this to my beloved mom and dad; because whom I have this chance. surely, for friends who always support me. thank you very much!

Sunday, May 12, 2013

memories

weekend ini, May 9th-12th 2013, kehitung cukup panjang buat anak kuliahan yang haus akan liburan kayak aku gini. dan karena aku bukan anak perantauan yang mengharuskan aku pulang ketika ada libur, akhirnya aku memutuskan buat reunian kilat sama temen-temen SMP SMA. jarang-jarang sih mereka langsung bisa kayak gini, biasanya kalo uda direncanain malah banyak yang mendadak nggak bisa. emang uda waktunya ketemu mungkin xixixi. pas ketemu ya biasa aja sih; makan, jalan, photobox, nggosip, ngenang masa lalu; tapi hal-hal kecil kayak gitu justru yang bikin reuni itu menyenangkan. selaluuuuu aja, kata-kata "kamu inget nggak dulu pas gini" "kamu inget nggak dulu si ini suka gitu" "kamu masih inget nggak kalo dulu si x pernah suka sama si y" dan blaa blaaa blaaaa :''

pas hari jumat, aku ketemuan nya sama si Yulitania Laksmita Zahra aka sap, ceritanya sih nge-date berdua gitu. asli ndadak sumpah. tapi mumpung lagi pada libur, yaudin kita langsung cus TP. cerita panjang lebaaaaar tentang dulu dan sekarang, gimana kehidupan kuliah telah banyak mengubah kami *poae*, window shopping, sok-sok nyobain sepatu di toko-toko padahal nggak ada yang mau beli haha :'D trus parahnya lagi, sok-sokan masuk ke zara liat-liat baju sepatu yang harganya selangit -,- *edisi lebay*. well, I had so much fun.. meeting again with the person who had been 3 years you spent with, the person who really know you. thanks sap, you're the best! <3 :''

Me and Sap <3



daaan besoknya, giliran aku meet up sama temen-temen SMP. tapi sedihnya, gak semua bisa dateng :( kalo kata lanni sih, kalo formasinya nggak lengkap gini bagai sayur tanpa garam huahaha. tapi ini nih yang paling bikin galau. temenku, lanni, bilang coba deh kamu baca-baca note facebook nya mbah (temenku yang lain) pas jaman-jaman dulu pas kita masih 'mudah' sumpah bikin ngakak. I originally had no intentions to really do that, but I ended up 'galau' because those notes :''''

 SAHABAT by Rita Ardianti

mereka yang selalu ada buat kita saat suka dan duka
mereka yang selalu tertawa bersama kita
mereka yang selalu menjadi tempat berbagi canda
mereka yang selalu menangis bersama kita
mereka yang selalu menerima kita apa adanya
mereka yang selalu menerima kekurangan dan kelebihan kita
mereka yang selalu mendengarkan cerita dan keluh kesah kita
mereka yang selalu menolong kita ketika kita jatuh
mereka yang selalu memberi semangat kepada kita
mereka yang selalu memberi kekuatan kepada kita
mereka yang selalu membuat kita tersenyum
mereka yang selalu memaafkan kesalahan kita
mereka yang selalu menghapus amarah dendam dan benci kita
mereka yang selalu menghapus ketakutan kita
mereka yang selalu mengerti kita
mereka yang selalu menjaga dan melindungi kita
mereka yang selalu mewarnai hari hari kita
mereka yang selalu berharap yang terbaik untuk kita
mereka yang selalu berdoa untuk kita
mereka yang selalu bersama kita

sumpaaaaaaaaaaaaah kangen banget sama mereka :""" Lanni Agustin, Rita Ardianti, Puspita Kartika Wilis, Sherty Putri, Fi'la Nabilah Sani', Qurrotul 'Ayuni, SMP Negeri 1 Surabaya :"""""

I had no idea what will I'd be today without them being in my past. the more I remember those memories, the more I want to be there again. and the more I praise about how enjoyable my life was, the more I see my life today as nothing but "A Must"..

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

sederhana

Aku sedang sedih dan kecewa.
Dan aku membuat tulisan ini dengan bagian diriku yang melankolis dan sensitif yang sedang mengambil alih.

Aku tak tahu apa salah kami sehingga mereka begitu tidak menyukai kami. Kami memang pendatang, tapi bukan berarti kami tidak ingin belajar. Mereka selalu meminta kami untuk bisa nyaman berada disini, tapi mereka sendiri tidak pernah merasa nyaman dengan adanya kami. Mereka selalu berkata bahwa kami bisa percaya kepada mereka, tapi apa yang mereka katakan dan lakukan selalu berbeda. Mereka selalu berkata bahwa tempat ini adalah rumah baru kami, tapi bukankah rumah harusnya bisa begitu menyenangkan? Aku selalu berpikir positif, aku selalu ceria, aku selalu belajar mengerti apa yang coba mereka ajarkan. Aku memang sering mengeluh, tapi aku tidak pernah, satu kalipun, berpikir untuk menyerah. Tak pernah.

Daaaaan, satu per satu pertanyaanku terjawab. Tak perlu suatu jawaban verbal, hanya dengan melihat mereka, aku tahu. Yaaaahhhh, seandainya aku lebih cepat mengerti, aku mungkin tidak akan sesakit ini. Aku tidak pernah setakut ini. Berada di dunia yang baru dan begitu besarnya sampai membuat perutku bergejolak seolah-olah perutku naik hingga ke kerongkongan. Selama ini aku berpegangan pada mereka, namun seolah-olah mereka mematahkannya. Entah aku yang terlalu berpikir positif, atau mereka yang berpikiran sempit.

Setidaknya aku belajar. Belajar bagaimana suatu kepercayaan itu harus diraih dengan susah payah, namun begitu mudah untuk dirusak. Belajar bagaimana sebuah kepercayaan bisa dengan mudah dirusak hanya dengan satu baris kalimat. Aku bukan orang yang mudah memberi seseorang sebuah kepercayaan, namun ketika sudah kuberikan, percayalah, aku memberikannya dengan tulus. Dan ketika kepercayaan itu dirusak, maaf saja, aku tidak mudah memberikannya kembali. Jangan salahkan aku jika aku tidak percaya mereka lagi. Aku tahu aku memang orang yang keras kepala dan susah untuk dimengerti, namun yang kuinginkan sederhana. Jika kami salah, tegur kami dan ajarkan bagaimana melakukan yang benar. Jika kami takut, rangkul dan tenangkan kami. Jika kami marah, tetaplah disana dan jangan tinggalkan kami sendiri. Jika kami lelah, biarkan kami bersandar dan jangan pergi untuk menghindar. Sederhana bukan? :"

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Friday, February 1, 2013

Holiday Part I

Hellooooooooo!!!!
This is holidaaaayyy! say yay! but it's almost over hiks :c
I really wanna write all my stories about holiday but I don't have time haha
finally come out from 24-hours of college absolutely makes me the happiest person in the world!!! but the sadddddd thing that I miss my college friend. just the friends, not others ~(','~)(~',')~
at the beginning of holiday we had times to hang out together. as we celebrate the scholarship that one of my friend gets so he had to go abroad, soon. we went to several places inside the city, to show how beautiful my beloved city, Surabaya. even though Surabaya is neither as modern as Jakarta nor as traditional as Jogja, Surabaya still has his own way of charm.


me and my friends @ House Of Sampoerna, Surabaya, East Java, Indonesia.



me and my friends had karaoke @ Happy Puppy, Grand City, Surabaya, East Java.

Dear soul sister


Dear soul sister, how are you today?
can you see the sun's shining for you today? can you feel the wind bring my love for you? can you see the stars' sparkling tonight, just like you. can you hear the birds singing as beautiful as your voice.

I know your weak shoulders can't bear the heavy of the world. I know your small body can't stand the pressure of the people any longer. I know your little fingers always mean for your best. I know your heart-broken can't be fixed anymore, I know. I know because I can see your pain beyond your smile. I know because I can feel your disappointment in your sight. I just know, because you're my dear soul sister...

you must have asked to yourself, why all these bad things happened to you. neither of us don't know the answer. and all these years you have been through, have proved me how strong you are. you're in pain without the world knowing. you've lost...

I wrote this as my missing of you has touched the limit, even if it's limitless. I miss you. so much. I want you here, with me. how painful they are, share with me, here. just like we shared all those clothes, books, foods, rooms, when we were back kids. when we were both happy without needing of understand what world's thinking.

I want you here seeing me growing up as a strong woman. I want you here, smiling, when I turn my back and need some supports. I need you here to accompany me, going to some new places. I want you here being the first person I can tell story to. but if you're needing some places to do some navigating, I'll be here patiently waiting. you know you always have me, my dear soul sister...


the story of a snail

Hi I'm snail!
I'm just moved out from my home. Umm I mean, was. It was my home. And I need to find a new one. To hide me from the sun light. To protect me from the wind and storm. To prevent me from dying slowly. And here's the one home left. Kind of just-take-it-or-leave-it thing. Go inside, live in there, or I'm gonna die. Die slowly. Si I choose to move in. Well I'm surprised that I'm moved in. I've never had such a brave heart like this before. Well I'm not a coward, but this is such a big step. I'm just a little-lost-snail. But you know, maybe being under pressure has changed me a lot. Change you into someone or something you don't even know. But, I'm moving in. I have to. Just to keep me hiding from the sun and protect me from the wind. But it's making me dying, still, even much slower.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Diner Dash 2: Pseudocode Level 50




procedure level_50
Table1=4, Table2=2, Table3=2, Table4=2, Table5=2, Table6=2, Table7=4, (Table[A]>=MAX) MAX=8 [A]
while customer wait
    do stand on the podium

//customer1
if Table1
    else if Table7
        then family sit here
    else kindly_senior==4
    else business_woman==4
if Table3
    else if Table5
    else if Table6
        then young_lady sit here
        else bookworm==2
if Table2
    then cellphone_addict sit here
if Table4
    then jogger sit here
if Table1==family&&Table7==kindly_senior
    then (Table[A]>=MAX) MAX=8 [A]==kindly_senior

//baby
if baby
    then give highchair

//dessert
if customer ask for dessert
    then give dessert

//snack
if customer ask for snack
    then give snack

//serving
take_order (menu, ticket_station: String)
    while menu
        do take it and drop to ticket station
serve_food (food_number, table_number: String)
    if table_number==food_number
        then serve food
give_check (finish, check: string)
    if customer finish eating
        then give check and pay tip
clear_dish (check, clear: string)
    if after pay
        then clear the dish

       
//customer2
if Table1
    else if Table7
        then family sit here
        else family==4
if Table2
    then cellphone_addict sit here
if Table3
    else if Table5
    else if Table6
        then bookworm sit here
        else kindly_senior==2
        else kindly_senior==2
if (Table[A]>=MAX) MAX=8 [A]
    then bookworm==3
    else business_woman==4

//baby
if baby
    then give highchair
   
//dessert
if customer ask for dessert
    then give dessert

//snack
if customer ask for snack
    then give snack

//serving
take_order (menu, ticket_station: String)
    while menu
        do take it and drop to ticket station
serve_food (food_number, table_number: String)
    if table_number==food_number
        then serve food
give_check (finish, check: string)
    if customer finish eating
        then give check and pay tip
clear_dish (check, clear: string)
    if after pay
        then clear the dish
       
       
//phone
if need help
    then call for podium_attending

//customer3
if Table1
    then family sit here
if Table2
    then cellphone_addict sit here
if Table3
    then kindly_senior sit here
if Table4
    then jogger sit here
if Table7
    then business_woman sit here
if (Table[A]>=MAX) MAX=8 [A]
    then business_woman sit here
    else bookworm==3

//baby
if baby
    then give highchair
   
//dessert
if customer ask for dessert
    then give dessert
   
//snack
if customer ask for snack
    then give snack

//serving
take_order (menu, ticket_station: String)
    while menu
        do take it and drop to ticket station
serve_food (food_number, table_number: String)
    if table_number==food_number
        then serve food
give_check (finish, check: string)
    if customer finish eating
        then give check and pay tip
clear_dish (check, clear: string)
    if after pay
        then clear the dish

       
//customer4
if Table1
    then family sit here
if Table2
    then cellphone_addict sit here
if Table4
    then jogger sit here
if Table5
    else if Table6
        then young lady sit here
        else business_woman==2
if Table7
    then kindly_senior sit here
    else young_lady==4
if (Table[A]>=MAX) MAX=8 [A]
    then kindly_senior sit here
    else young_lady or kindly_senior==4

//dessert
if customer ask for dessert
    then give dessert

//snack
if customer ask for snack
    then give snack

//serving
take_order (menu, ticket_station: String)
    while menu
        do take it and drop to ticket station
serve_food (food_number, table_number: String)
    if table_number==food_number
        then serve food
give_check (finish, check: string)
    if customer finish eating
        then give check and pay tip
clear_dish (check, clear: string)
    if after pay
        then clear the dish