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hellloooooooo!
today's the last day of 2012, and I feel like... so what?
except the truth that my year-end-holiday's are gonna end soon, I feel like... so what, even I don't want this day came too soon. I feel like I'm tired suddenly, feel like I don't want wake up for the next morning because I know I have to go to college and what you called it... umm.. face the truth. yeah, face the hell reality.

this holiday literally meant something to me, even I wasn't going anywhere but home, but having some quality time of sleeping is more than enough. like I had been having 4 months no-sleep, no-family-time, no-dvds, no-comics, and then here's my limited holiday. 10-days-off are like a gift to me. holiday was simply wake-up-at-9am, no-bath-till-my mom-asked-so, sleep-over-midnight-without-worrying-about-the-next-day, doing-nothing-for-a-whole-day, and being-in-no-problem-world.

what? I know it sounds ridiculous and hyper, but just trust me. and here's this day comes, seems I should say goodbye to holiday, for a while :'

and there's new year's eve.
2012 has made me so strong mother fucker. tears, laughs, curiosities, anxiousness, have been shared by this year. I really learn how to live, even the way seems not as easy as I thought, changes needed, I think I can pull it through. I thought that being mature is not as simply as added your age by the birthday, but the way you see something is defined you the most. I learned  that waiting is not always bad, that silent is not always gold, that not all people we know we can trust, that friendship won't end by the simply graduation, that being what you are is enough wherever you are.
well, I don't make resolutions for new year's eve like I used to. I think I have so many things to be fixed in the next year. my one and only resolution is, given a lot patients by Allah so I can do better in the next year. amin.