Nyangkut Traveller - Kawah Ijen Trip 17-18 Agustus 2013
Sunday, January 19, 2014
Monday, January 13, 2014
terlalu banyak tanda tanya?
bukankah lucu bagaimana otak kecilmu bisa mempengaruhi kinerja seluruh tubuhmu?
bagaimana zat-zat kimia mengalir di darahmu dan mempengaruhi seluruh inderamu?
yang awalnya bahagia kemudian menjadi sedih?
yang tadinya tertawa lalu menangis?
yang dulunya percaya kemudian membenci?
yang kemarin nyaman lalu hari ini bosan?
kemudian aku bertanya, lalu selanjutnya apa?
bertemu dengan orang-orang baru namun kemudian berpisah jalan?
menyebutnya pertemanan tapi tidak menerima kekurangan masing-masing?
hanya menyapa karena berguna dan membutuhkan?
tertawa bersama karena suatu keharusan?
pengorbanankah?
mungkinkah?
egoiskah?
benarkah?
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puas??????
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
colours by electric wave bureau
Blue is where I want to be
When I'm down I'm in the sea
When I'm down I'm in the sea
Looking up at monsters in the clouds.
Reds the colour when you dead
If you find me gone I'm just in bed
Reading up on fairy tales instead.
Now I Know so many things
Got feet and I got wings
To carry me back home
To my house just make of bricks
Well that's just such a fix to ever hold me down
White is what I was to start
Broken by my open heart
Falling down and falling up again.
Black is white the other way
Paradise is in the grey
All my colours mixing up again
Now I know so many things
Got feet and I got wings
To carry me back home
To my house just made of bricks
Well that's just such a fix to ever hold me down
Now I know so many things
Got feet and I got wings to carry me back home
To my house just made of bricks
Well that's just such a fix to ever hold me down
some thoughts, offense taken.
it's been a while I'm away from blogger, and this is the very first post in 2014, hope this year ahead is gonna be nice for all of us! :)
and I'm here to write something that already in mind for a while. about how people behave, about what people talk, about what people write. remember all those time back a year, nothing's good when I'm back there. but nowadays isn't getting better either. I mean, I don't regret anything, it just makes me think, what did I do wrong? what did we do wrong?
you know, when you're asked, what possibly situation that makes you happy the most, I'm gonna answer, when people have faith in me. but in a meantime, I'm thinking, I trust a little less, a little less, a little less, and that sucks. people aren't always as good as you think of them. it makes me sad. why people need to write anything they come in mind in their facebook wall, in their timeline, rather than talk face-to-face? are we bad enough till people don't want talk to us? no, it's not that. it's because they don't trust us anymore..
shut it, y'all, I even can tell what you wanna say from your eyes. those disgusts, shames, powerless, you blamed us, don't you? why don't just accept that we're not alike and we don't want to be like you?
and remember, you want us to change, why don't you change yourselves?
and I'm here to write something that already in mind for a while. about how people behave, about what people talk, about what people write. remember all those time back a year, nothing's good when I'm back there. but nowadays isn't getting better either. I mean, I don't regret anything, it just makes me think, what did I do wrong? what did we do wrong?
you know, when you're asked, what possibly situation that makes you happy the most, I'm gonna answer, when people have faith in me. but in a meantime, I'm thinking, I trust a little less, a little less, a little less, and that sucks. people aren't always as good as you think of them. it makes me sad. why people need to write anything they come in mind in their facebook wall, in their timeline, rather than talk face-to-face? are we bad enough till people don't want talk to us? no, it's not that. it's because they don't trust us anymore..
shut it, y'all, I even can tell what you wanna say from your eyes. those disgusts, shames, powerless, you blamed us, don't you? why don't just accept that we're not alike and we don't want to be like you?
and remember, you want us to change, why don't you change yourselves?
