that's what an adult do

sun, Oct 07th 2012

a normal Sunday morning. a quite and convenience home.

some thoughts cross over my mind. this eighteen years of life sounds nothing. I feel like a eighteen days baby who doesn't know anything and what to do. the only thing I could do is crying. and feels stupid because I know, it can't finish the problems.

I'm thinking all over again. what's wrong with me? what's wrong with us? what's wrong with them? and what's happening?

been so hard lately. and undoubtedly, we've reached our limit. it's not something that can be explained by words. it's something more complicated. it's about soul and feeling that we can't break. it's about someone we love's feelings. so still, what's happening?

“In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.” 
― Robert Frost

they always say, it's something you can learn from. that's life.
they always say, get the essence from what happened. that's life.
they always say, you need to cry to smile. that's life.
they always say, a big girl doesn't cry..

finish the problem patiently, that's what an adult do.
keep smiling while crying inside, that's what an adult do.
bury your ego, that's what an adult do.
stay strong and much stronger, that's what an adult do.
try hard every day, that's what an adult do.